An Uncertain Future

I just went to a staff meeting and we got notice that there's going to be a reorg of the groups. I still have a job, but with this change, it feels almost unstable. I've decided that this is a good opportunity to try and move to another position within the firm (if possible).

What I'm doing now is fine, but it's just not challenging enough for me. There's too much time I spend just sitting here trying to find things to occupy my time so I don't fall asleep. On the plus side, this gives me plenty of opportunity to do other things, like church related stuff. I get plenty of time to write and prepare different documents for fellowship. But, in the end, I want to get my career off the ground. I want to make more money and spend more meaningful time with my days.

I enjoy development work. I love programming, but it's not something that I find myself doing on the side. It's just difficult enough that I can't hold myself to deadlines or get anything started on my own.

These next few months are going to be difficult as uncertainty plagues the road ahead.

On a side note, my fly was down during the staff meeting and I was standing. How embarressing.