H2O2

i found myself picking my ear today. deciding that i should clean them out, i took the q-tip and hydrogen peroxide to my ear to clean it out. i got a bit of ear wax, but overall, it was pretty clean.

the peroxide trickled down on my fingers and now i find myself sniffing them, even though they smell bad. not terrible, but it's got that sour sweaty scent of old bandaids. why do i punish myself?