lusting

You know that you're drawing closer to God as your temptations increase. These past few days I've been attacked so hard. As I lay in bed attempting to sleep, my mind is assaulted with images of hardcore sex. As I sit in front of the computer reading email and reading /.. It's so difficult to just go through the day now without something popping into mind.

And it's not like I go searching for stuff either. I'm just being assaulted left and right. A lot of images and scenes from old pornos I've seen.

What do you do when you don't even have control over your own thoughts? What do you do if you can't even help what your mind does?

Thank God that His love is all encompassing and His grace and mercy are that complete. No matter what, I am forgiven and He takes away the guilt and the shame.